To trigger that feeling. That awful awful feeling. And you don't even know what feeling it is. All you know is that when you're feeling it, you can't breathe, and yet you are breathing heavily. And your heart slows, yet pumps so quickly. You want to scream. But you stay silent.
but no ones listening.
You don't even know what to say. You want to say everything and nothing all at once.
This is the first blog of my new life.
And all it takes is a memory.
To trigger that feeling.
That awful, awful feeling...