Just for a Day

Sometimes,
when I'm feeling terrible
that horrible
feeling-
I don't reply
because it hurts.
I know you love me.
I know.
But I don't know if its
right.
I don't know if its what I
want.
I don't know
what to do
about it.
So I don't respond.
And sometimes
I don't respond
Just to see if you'll
miss me.
need me.
leave me..
Sometimes
I wonder
how long it will take
to wait
until you say

Goodbye.

But I can't wait for more than
a day.
because sometimes
its like loving you
hurts so bad
to breathe
and I can't live
I can't succeed
without you
But I have to.
So sometimes

I try to.

Just for a day.
I can't wait for more than a day..